Winona Writer

On a scale of one to ten I miss you every time I breathe

winonawriter:

maudlin: self-pityingly or tearfully sentimental, often through drunkenness.

impalpable: unable to be felt by touch, not easily comprehended.

schmaltzy: excessively sedimental

diffidence: lack of self-confidence

paroxysm: a sudden outburst of emotion or action

wan:…

awesome words! I wrote them down :)

nizar-qabbanii:

i carried your voice in my heart and viens

nizar-qabbanii:

i carried your voice in my heart and viens

i lost my iPhone and now when I’m nervous or uncomfortable I don’t know what to do with my hands. Somebody hold them

Some cool words

maudlin: self-pityingly or tearfully sentimental, often through drunkenness.

impalpable: unable to be felt by touch, not easily comprehended. 

schmaltzy: excessively sedimental 

diffidence: lack of self-confidence 

paroxysm: a sudden outburst of emotion or action

wan: unnaturally pale, as from physical or emotional distress

recalcitrant: having an obstinately uncooperative attitude toward authority or discipline.

taciturn: habitually untalkative

Your laugh

Today a friend total me she knew what I am going through. She missed her ex-lover, too. When I asked her what she missed the most, the question caught in my throat, but she didn’t notice. She responded, “his laugh.”

I don’t just miss “your laugh”. That’s too vague. You have different laughs. I don’t miss them all.

I miss your shocked laugh, like when someone tells a vulgar joke unexpectedly. I miss your hysterical laugh, like when I give Sean my “i’m so interested” face. (That got you every time.) I miss the giggle you’d sometimes emit when I kissed the back of your neck.I hate how you laugh around your new friends. The way you laugh when your blacked out gives me the chills.

I don’t miss your laugh. You don’t have just one.

it’s odd how being away from the people you love makes you realize how close you are.

Cigarettes

I’ve always hated cigarettes. But I bought my first pack a few weeks ago because I missed the smell. I only have a 2 left.

The smoke burns my eyes, i still hate the taste. I smoked 10 today. I feel sick.

I miss you so much